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Dec. 14th, 2009

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"I'm a lazy, self indulgent, little girl who is driving herself crazy."

Sep. 30th, 2009

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Sometimes I don't half write and talk bollocks. I tell everyone that I'm coping and am doing really well even though I think the only person that I am trying to convince is myself. I really wish that nobody cared about me so that I could kill myself, that is all I want to do. I just cannot imagine ever feeling any better. The only way I make myself feel slightly less selfish is the fact that I'm staying alive for everyone else but me. I wish it could be the other way round. I feel as if a black curtain has been drawn all around me and I just cannot find my way out. I'm so lost.

Sep. 13th, 2009

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20lbs : 50days

Jul. 24th, 2008

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STATS Right Now.

Height - 5'3

HW - 126

CW - 123

GW - 115

GW2 - 105

Ultimate GW - 98lbs
 

Jun. 11th, 2008

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Hey..
         Well today I just joined up and I am hoping that this site will give me the motivation I need to reach my goal weight. Today was a nightmare.. I ate a croissant for breakfast , half a baguette for lunch and drunk a lot of water. I dont know what im going to do about dinner. I seem to struggle so much when I know food is around, I cannot not eat it. I have tried doing something else but nothing works. I have to physically restrain myself! Its hell. 
         I must just get past the barrier of needing food all the time even when im not hungry. 

Jessica x

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